anyone of us - gareth gates

I’ve been letting you down, down
Girl I know I’ve been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should’ve played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand


It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
’cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can’t take my heart will break
’cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake


She was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should’ve known
She must have altered my senses
’cause I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand


It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
’cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can’t take my heart will break
’cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

A stupid mistake
She means nothing to me
(nothing to me)
I swear every word is true
Don’t wanna

lose you

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lgu ni sgt bermakne ntok aku. yup, evryone make a mistakes. sometimes a stupid mistake. dlm kes aku, aku pegang bait2 kata lgu neh. sometimes kte boleh sakitkan ati org yg kte syg ble kte wt bnd bodoh. but, when the time flies, kte realise yg kte btol2 syg kn org tu n kte da tersilap lgkah.

i LOVE u, by. i know u've made a stupid mistake, n i forgive u. i hope that i didnt made a stupid mistake when i give u second chance to win back my heart. I LOVE YOU. i always DO.

misery business

bpk lme aku x update blog an?? ntah laa.. aku tade idea la skng neh. ntah npe ntah. tade idea LANGSUNG!

adehhh, sbtu neh aku dftar uniten, tp aku tade semangat lgsg nk msok sne. aku rse cm xnk pg langsung! aku tataw npe otk aku bercelaru sgt nk msok u neh. memang ade tade any semangat lgsg nk msok sne, pdhl dlu aku yg beria2 sgt nk msok sne. i need someone tu raise up my spirit back. but no one manage to do that even him.

tension la aku.. brg pon x cyap kemas lg neh, medical check up pon aku x buat lg neh. adoyyyy. tension, tekanan, stress, pressure, ape lg ntah. adeh.

dyana, WAKE UP la!! smpai ble ko nk dok umah? its time for you to get to study back. tp aku takut. aku tataw ape yg aku takut. aku takut life kt sne kot. da la aku amek asasi. asasi pon lbeyh kurng cm matriks, x boleh nk maen2. aku takot laaa.. seyes!

then aku takot aku salah pilih kos. kn mcm aku pnh gtaw dlu yg aku dpt uitm n uniten, aku tkot aku tersalah pilih antre due neh. adoyy. rungsing la pale otak aku. tolong la aku weyh!!

dyana, u need to calm down. think positive. cheer up dear, get life. (:

never say never

waaaa! aku suke sgt tgok JB dlm video clip die yg ni. die sgt la cute!! waaaa. suare die da makin tdak keperempuanan da. myb die da reach puberty kot. haha.


jaden smith pon teramat la adorable dlm clip ni. die kecik, dan COMEL! adesss, melihatkan MV ni, membuatkan aku lg la x sbr2 nk tgok KARATE KID. cpt la kua!! heeee

u're pathetic, dyana!

aku tension. tu jek boleh describe dri aku skng neh. aku ase ape yg aku buat sume x kne. apehal ntah.

mlm td aku kol die. aku xthan. aku tension sgt n i really need someone to be with me. at first aku xnk contact die sbb die ckp ngan aku yg mlm ahad die bz, so aku tanak la kacaw die. but at last, i cant take it anymore, n i called him.

aku kol die, tp aku tau die ngah bz. time die angkat, aku rse nk letak. aku tanak kaco die kalo boleh, tp aku x tau nk carik spe lg. aku ase die jek yg dpt tenangkan aku n bg aku semangat. die tau aku ade mslh, he knows through my voice. aku xnk kacaw die. aku nk letak, aku suruh die pg wt keje die, tp die x bg aku letak. die suruh aku gtaw aku ape mslh aku.

byk kali jugak aku suruh die pg wt keje die balik, die kte die boleh wt keje die smbil ckp ngan aku. haishh, he treats me too nice. die x perlu lyn aku baek sgt sbb makin die lyn aku mcm tuh, mkin aku fell in love with him. tanak.

aku gtaw die yg aku nga tension. die tny aku npe aku tension. ntah, aku pon xtaw npe aku tension sgt. aku gtaw die yg aku tension dpd pg smlm. byk kali die tny aku npe aku tension. at last, aku nanges. ni first time aku nanges kt die.

mule2 die takut jugak sbb aku xpnh nanges dpn die, at last die suruh aku nanges puas2. lps aku abes nanges, die suruh aku cte sume kt die. die xbg aku hide anything from him. die kte slame ni die sedar aku ade mslh, tp aku xnk cte. die kte die tau aku x segembire ape yg aku tnjukkan. knp? knp die tau ape yg berbuku kt ati aku. knp die nmpk diri sbnr aku sdgkan aku cube m'jdk pelakon terbaek dpn sume org.?

stop la, dyana. ko ni bg baja plak kt pkok yg bru nk tumbuh ni. adoyy, aku xnk! die pon lyn aku baek sgt. npe care sgt bout aku? nt aku terlalu slesa ngan lyanan die. aku xnk.!

die bg aku mcm2 kate smgt. die terlalu amek berat tntg aku. die ckp ngan aku, die sntiase ade ntok aku. haishhhh, y??? jgn baek sgt ngan aku la!!

i heart u. <3

happy birthday, tok.

today is tok's birthday. his 84th birthday. 06.06.1926. cantek ak no? haha

ibu ngan papa decide nk belikan kek ntok tok. but disebabkan ktorg berada kt kota tggi now, so, beli kek bodo2 jek la. kt cni tade secret recipe ke ape. tape la, jnji belikan tok kek.

after ibu pg pekan, she bought a chocolate blackforest cake. ermm, yummy. on that time, tok xtau lg yg ktorg belikan die kek birthday die. kt dapur, ktorg psg lilin n whatsoever la. then lps uh ktorg bwk kek tuh pg dpn. ibu suruh papa yg bawak sbb tok is his father, right?

mule2 die tny ape bnd tuh, then ktorg nyanyi lgu hppy birthday ntok die. he was like so so so suprised and really touched. he cried, a little, because he nvr expected that we will buy him a cake and celebrate his birthday.

after abes nyanyi, mak lang recite the doa n then ktorg makan! kek die, ok la. but still cant challenge secret recipe's cake. heee.. happy birthday tok! i LOVEEEEE u!

ignorance - paramore

If I'm a bad person,
You don't like me.
I guess I'll go,
Make my own way.
It's a circle,
A mean cycle.
I can't excite you anymore.
Where's your gavel, your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me,
Well sentence me to another life.

(Chorus) Don't wanna hear your sad songs.
I don't wanna feel your pain,
When you swear it's all my fault.
Cause you know we're not the same.
Oh we're not the same,
The friends who stuck together.
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good,
It's good.
You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir.
I guess I'll go.
I best be on my way out.
Ignorance is your new best friend.

This is the best thing that could've happened.
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it.
It's not a war.
No, it's not a rapture.
I'm just a person, but you can't take it,
The same tricks that once fooled me.
They won't get you anywhere.
I'm not the same kid from your memory.
Now I can fend for myself.

(Chorus) Don't wanna hear your sad songs.
I don't wanna feel your pain,
When you swear it's all my fault.
Cause you know we're not the same.
Oh we're not the same,
The friends who stuck together.
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good,
It's good.
You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir.
I guess I'll go.
I best be on my way out.
Ignorance is your new best friend.

You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir.
I guess I'll go.
I best be on my way out.

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kalo nk tau, lirik ni mmg kne ngan ape yg aku alami skng. hayati lirik uh, kalo ade sspe yg trase, aku taleh nk ckp pe. spe mkn cili die rse pedas. xP

nothing to say

aku keliru. ape yg senanyer yg die cube mksudkan? yes, aku mmg suke die, dpd dlu lg, tp lately neh die cm tunjuk +ve feedback kt aku. aku x phm. aku selesa ngan die. aku happy ngan die. tp, ntah la. aku xtau.


aku pnh suke die dlu time aku form 4, smpai skng pon. tp aku ignore. aku x lyn sgt perasaan aku tuh sbb time uh die nga suke org laen. so, aku ase aku mmg xkan ade pape la ngan die. aku tau die anggap aku ni kwn baek die jek. so, aku pon just meng'ignore' jek la prasaan aku kt die.


tp tu la, mcm ape yg aku ckp, die agak laen mcm lately neh. mlm td aku borak ngan die, die ckp kt aku yg die selesa ngan aku. die kte dgn aku, die jdk diri die yg sbenar. then die ckp ngan aku yg aku org yg phm die slaen dpd family die. gle kau. cm nk pngsan aku dgr die ckp cmtuh kt aku. happy wokk.


seyes aku happy ngan die. kalo aku borak ngan die, aku rse hilang sgale tension yg terbeban dlm pale otak aku neh. die pndai wt aku happy. aku salu galakkan aku ntok lupekan sgle bnd yg b'laku. die xsuke tgok aku tension. die sgt care bout aku. haish, aku makin ari mkin menjadik2 perasaan aku kt die neh. cmne weyhh?


ape yg ptot aku wt skng? aku kne lupekan perasaan aku neh ke biakan die trus mekar dlm ati aku? hahhahaha. ayt jiwang nk mmpos dowh. geli aku. adoyy, runseng la aku. tp kan, sume bnd die cte kt aku. aku pon sgale2 bnd aku cte kt die. die mmg tmpt aku mengadu. hmmm, runsing la aku.


no dyana, pliz, jgn suke kt die. halang perasaan ko. wake up, wake up! die cume anggp ko kwn baek die jek, n ko pon kne anggp die bnd yg sme. xboleh lbeyh dpd tuh. jangan, jangan, jangan n JANGAN!


jgn bg die prasan yg ko sukekan die. jangan sekali2. tp, aku takot die da prasan. cmne? T_____T


dah3. lupekan, lupekan, lupekan. tade pape yg berlaku. ok. grrr

tekanan hidup menghimpit jiwa

hmmm, aku ase hidup aku skng ni smakin pathetic dowhh. aku tension hadapi idop aku skng. tension laa.. terlalu byk bnd yg aku pk skng neh. psal mmber lagi, psal die lg, pasal ape ntah lg. aku pon xtaw la..


kalo boleh aku nk lari dpd sume mslh aku ni, tp aku nk lari smpai ble? tekanan la.. hidup aku sgt terlalu penuh dgn tekanan. aishh, ape aku nk wt lg? mcm2 bnd aku da wt ntok distract dri aku dpd pk psl mslh aku neh. ble aku pk, aku yg tension, lps tu aku yg moody sorg2. haishhh.

tolong, please, aku xtau nk wt ape lg dah. aku penat la ade dlm keadaan mcm ni. aku nk pg blaja cepat2 supaye aku da xpk sume masalah2 aku skng neh. tolong la ilangkan mslh aku skng. aku xlarat nk pk lagi dahh.

i really need someone to cheer me up. aku nga tade mood gle skng neh. apesal ntah. aku xtau nk carik spe lg. nk carik kalil, die mst nga bz, dak matriks la ktekan. farqhan pon sme jugak, matriks. die da ckp ngan aku smlm yg mlm ni die bz, so aku mls la nk kacaw die. spe aku nk carik nehh? shahrul? xpyh la die. nt lg tension pale otk aku borak ngan die. haish, tension la!

syg isteri tinggal2kan..

pelikkan tajuk entry aku yg kali neh? haha. aku mmpi ape ntah nk wt post neh. aku dpt idea nk tulis entry neh time aku ngah mnd td.

ingat x org dlu2 ckp syg isteri tinggal2kan. org dlu ckp tu ade btolnye kan? org dlu, sygkan isteri, tinggal2kan, means pg merantau jaoh2, carik rezeki, bg isteri tuh rndu sket kt suami. bru la kasih syg terjalin dan kukuh hgge ke anak cucu. kan?


tp org skng neh, syg isteri tinggal2kan? yelah tu. laki skng, tinggal isteri, carik yg laen. haah, memang. tinggal bini, konon pg outstation, pdhal outstation dlm hotel ngan pompuan laen. hampeh. aku xckp kt sspe. aku x refer kt sume laki, so kpd llaki yg mmbace tuh, jgn la trase yer.


then, org dlu ckp kalo syg isteri, tgn2kan. yeker? yg tgn2kan ni aku x bpe nk psti sgt la, motif ape. mungkin mksud die tegas ngan isteri kot. pukul sikit bg sedar slh, mcm ape yg kte blaja cre nk tangani isteri yg nusyuz kan?


tp ape yg aku nk smpai kan kt sni tntg org skang yg menggunekan phrase ni. org skang tgn2kan, means blasah, dera, penampar, pelempang, flying-kick, sume ade laa.. tol kan? kan? kan?


so, aku ase phrase2 yg pnh d gunekan dlu tuh, da x sesuai nk digunakan dlm zaman skng neh. alah, mmg btol pon, zaman dlu x sme ngan zaman skng ni. dunie2. masyarakat dah sakit.

to someone..

aku actually hampir pissed off dgn pangai mmber aku yg sorg neh. tp, sabar, aku kne sabar. tape, die betul, kte salah. bia kan die dgn dunia die. one day she'll realise ape yg die wt tuh silap.

hey kawan, kdg2 kte xsedar yg kte ni slh. org sekeliling kte yg nmpk ape kte wt tuh betul ke x. jgn sntiase anggap diri kte betul jek. ko nk jadik diri ko, pg la! jgn d sbbkan ko nk jdk diri ko, ko hilang kwn, mcm skrg ni.

bukak la mata sket. open ur mind. be mature. jgn berfikiran mcm budak2 lg. org bercakap ntok kebaikan ko, bukan KEHANCURAN ko. kalo kami yg x bijak pndai ni bercakap ntok kehancuran ko, boleh la ko nk defend ko ker or whatsoever. kami tau ko pndai, dak stret a, tp xbermakne sume yg ko buat tu btol. ktorg nk tolong ko, bukan nk ROSAKKAN ko.

ko ni, terlalu ego la. susah nk ckp ngan ko. dlu aku boleh tahan ngan pangai ko, tp skg ni, susah la. ko bukan org yg aku knl dlu. ko dah totally changed. aku xknl ko spe. ko degil, xnk dgr ckp org. kn mcm aku ckp kt ko, kdg2 kte kne muhasabah diri, pk ape yg org ckp kt kte tu betul ke x. jgn maen redah jek. nk trime, trime, xnk trime sudah. ko x boleh buat cmtu.

ktorg sbg kawan ko, syg kt ko, nk ubah sket pangai ko mne yg x sdp di pndg, supaye nt xsusah ko nk berkawan ngan org. tp kalo cmni la pangai ko, ktorg x boleh ckp pape lg. hidup ko kan? bukan hidup ktorg. papehal, nt ko tanggung la sndiri yer. penat org ckp ntok kebaikan ko, ko pndg cm smpah jek.

so, terpulang la pd ko nk anggap ktorg ape kan? "dpn nmpk baik, blakang mcm sial" ke, terpulang. aku jdk kwn ko dpd dlu neh, xpnh mnx pape dpd ko taw. aku ni la kwn yg ko carik time tade kwn dlu. sume ko cte kan kt aku, ble bnd ni jadik, ko cmpk jek aku cmtu jek kan? bgos la. tp ingat, jgn wt sume kwn ko mcm ni. tahap sbr setiap individu laen2. aku da sbr lme ngan ko, smpai stu thap, aku kne suare kan ape yg berbuku kt hati aku. bukan ntok gado ngan ko, just nk bg ko sedar sikit.

tp, mcm ape yg ko ckp kan, "I dont care whatever people say because i know who i am, and i love myself!" okayyyyyyyyyyy, go on! tp ingat ape aku ckp, jgn sbb ko nk jdk sgt diri ko tuh, ko hilang kawan2. setiap org ade thap kesabaran die sndiri. lg stu, jgn suke ckp blakang psl kwn2 kte, lg2 kwn baek kte. keyh. ni jek la yg aku nk pesan kt ko neh. pliz, be mature la sket.

the anteater and the tenuk

aku membuat post neh sbb aku nk tegakkan fakta yg aku argue ngan mmber aku. haha. ade stu hari ni ktorg msg, die tny aku, aku suke x tgok cte happy tree friends, aku ckp la, aku lyn jugak cte tuh. korg tau x cte ape tuh? kalo xtau, pg la try crik kt dlm youtube, byk gler ade.

kartun atas ni. mst korg pnh tgok kan?

then, mmber aku tu ckp, die suke tgok tenuk dlm cte uh, aku ckp la ngan die, yg dlm cte tuh mne ade tenuk, anteater ade la. kalo korg nk tau character mne yg aku mksudkan, korg g tgok kt gmbr atas tu, carik binatang yg wane bru, ade belalai, pkai spec. tu la die. btw, die bukan gajah keyh. die ANTEATER.

aku ckp la ngan kwn aku, die bukan tenuk, then die mati2 pertahankan bhwe menatang uh adalah tenuk. aku ckp tu anteater! sengal tol die, xnk ngaku tu anteater. aku ckp la menatang tu mkn semut, sbb tu nme die anteater. kwn aku ni plak ckp tenuk pon mkn semut. yeker? bukan la.. tp, aku pon senanyer xpst tenuk mkn ape.

disebabkan aku xpuas ati ngan die, aku pg search dlm internet, n ternyata, kebenaran berpihak pd aku! tenuk is a tenuk, n anteater is an anteater! thats final. n aku discover bhwe tenuk xmkn semut, tenuk mkn pucuk tumbuh2an. n lg stu, tenuk tade ekor, tp anteater ade ekor. menatang dlm cte happy tree friends td ade ekor, so, die ternyate la seekor ANTEATER! pemakan semut. haha!

kpd yg xtau, pakcik ats ni adalah seekor anteater. nmpk kan die ade ekor pnjg. ade bulu lg. tapir mne ade bulu. grrrr..

by, die ni la pulak yg nme nyer tapir, or tenuk! laen kan ngan anteater? cube g banding kan sket. alah, tp gmbr ni xnmpk pungkoq die. tapir ni tade ekor ye murid2.

so, kpd farqhan ku syg, tapir dgn anteater adalah haiwan yg berbeza. n menatang dlm cte happy tree friends tu adalah seekor anteater! xcye pg tgok blek la.. aku da menang wehh. heee.

p/s. i prefer anteater than tapir. at least anteater is much cuter than tapir. ngeee. xD

ouhh bieber..

until now, i'm still wondering y does people hates justin bieber. pelik dowhh. aku xnmpk pape pon yg menjelekkan kt die neh. knp sume org ckp die gay? sbb suare die cm pompuan? alah, standet r, suare budak x mature lg, mmg la mcm tu. xpecah lg. dlu time korg xmatang lg pon suare korg mcm tu kan? korg gay ker? xkann?

lps tuh aku rse dorg neh sume dgki ngan die sbb die berjaye dpd youtube. rezeki msg2 an? aku bukan la peminat si bieber neh, tp aku cume pelik la, org xsuke die n keep on ckp die gay. xphm aku. aku lyn jek lgu2 die. as long lagu die sdp, lyn jek la.

ape bukti ke'gay'an die? die pnh confess dpn press ke yg die gay? die pnh wt aksi gay ker? media pnh cpture pix die wt aksi gay ker such as kissing with another guy? aku ase tade plak aku pnh tgok, tp npe la org ckp die gay? pelik. myb sbb die pkai lipstick wane pink kot dlm video clip die. haha. alah, sume artis llaki pon pkai jugak sume tu, bezanye cume nmpk ngan xnmpk jek ann.

ape2 pon aku mengucapkan beribu smpati la kt bieber ni sbb d anggap gay. haters die terlalu rmai. tp slh die aku xnmpk ape pon. biase la, manusia ni kan mmg suke dengki ngan kejayaan org laen. nk wt cmne kan? tp lg skali aku tekan kan, aku wt entry ni sbb sje2 jek, bukan sbb aku ni kipas-susah-mati bieber!