getting better today.

good morning world. (:

okay. its kinda weird. but, its not really that weird actually. btw, ape aku merepek ni? haish.

i'm feeling better today if compared to yesterday. myb sbb aku dah tidur kot. sbb aku type of person yg macam tu. if aku marah ke, or aku risau macam2, buat bila aku da tidur, aku bangun balik tu, aku da okay.

thats it. bukan ada bnd sgt pun nk type kat sini. nanti i update lg hokeyh? da~~

getting tired.

setelah sekian lama tak berblogging kan? aku pun da tak byk idea dah nak tulis hape kat sini. *sigh.

there's something in my mind yg aku pun tak tahu ape bnd tuh. aku rasa ade satu burden yg ada atas bahu aku sekarang ni. rasa macam penat sangat nk lalui semua ni. aku taktau kenapa.

yang pasti aku tension. aku perlu seseorang. tapi entahlah. penat.

i dont know. i'm feeling really tired right now.

kadang2 aku rasa aku nak stop dgn bnd ni buat masa ni. aku pun tak paham kenapa aku ade feeling mcm ni skrg ni. macam2 aku buat untuk distract diri aku dpd fikir bnd2 ni. knp aku mcm ni? seriously, aku tension. aku tekanan. i'm in stress. haish.

God, please help me. i want this feeling to end.

reblogging

lme da aku tak tulis blog kan. aku nk reblogging blek blog aku ni. bosan laa.. byk entry2 yg aku delete from blog aku ni. internet da laju, tu yg ada mood nk berblog balik ni.

terlalu byk bnd yg happen mse aku tak tulis blog aku ni. terlalu lalu bnyk. tp aku tak berkesempatan nak coretkan je.

today is my very special day laa. bukan sbb startnye sem baru yg mcm bakal jadi membosankan ni, tp sbb hari ni tarikh keramat kami. aku dan REZZA. its our 1st year anniversary. yeap! ktorg da staon. even sebenarnya relationship ktorg da lebeyh dpd setaon pun. cume lmbt declare jek. hmm, tu la, lambat2 lagi. seb bek tak kne rembat die tuh. hee.

aku happy. tu jek yg aku mmpu ckp. aku mmg syg die sgt2. terlalu byk yg aku lalui ngan die. i'm happy ngan die. die sgt sabar ngan aku. mcm org ckp, kalo org tu ikhlas sygkan kte, kte dpt rse ngan naluri kte. aku dpt rsekan keikhlasan die kt aku. aku tau die syg aku. aku berharap sgt relationship ktorg ni last forever. aku sgt2 tak sggup nk berpisah ngan die. haishh

sayang, i love you so much.

01/11/2009, 01:23:04a.m.

i will not forget this day. (:

anyone of us - gareth gates

I’ve been letting you down, down
Girl I know I’ve been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
When I should’ve played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand


It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
’cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can’t take my heart will break
’cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake


She was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should’ve known
She must have altered my senses
’cause I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand


It can happen to..
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
’cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to..
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can’t take my heart will break
’cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

A stupid mistake
She means nothing to me
(nothing to me)
I swear every word is true
Don’t wanna

lose you

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lgu ni sgt bermakne ntok aku. yup, evryone make a mistakes. sometimes a stupid mistake. dlm kes aku, aku pegang bait2 kata lgu neh. sometimes kte boleh sakitkan ati org yg kte syg ble kte wt bnd bodoh. but, when the time flies, kte realise yg kte btol2 syg kn org tu n kte da tersilap lgkah.

i LOVE u, by. i know u've made a stupid mistake, n i forgive u. i hope that i didnt made a stupid mistake when i give u second chance to win back my heart. I LOVE YOU. i always DO.

misery business

bpk lme aku x update blog an?? ntah laa.. aku tade idea la skng neh. ntah npe ntah. tade idea LANGSUNG!

adehhh, sbtu neh aku dftar uniten, tp aku tade semangat lgsg nk msok sne. aku rse cm xnk pg langsung! aku tataw npe otk aku bercelaru sgt nk msok u neh. memang ade tade any semangat lgsg nk msok sne, pdhl dlu aku yg beria2 sgt nk msok sne. i need someone tu raise up my spirit back. but no one manage to do that even him.

tension la aku.. brg pon x cyap kemas lg neh, medical check up pon aku x buat lg neh. adoyyyy. tension, tekanan, stress, pressure, ape lg ntah. adeh.

dyana, WAKE UP la!! smpai ble ko nk dok umah? its time for you to get to study back. tp aku takut. aku tataw ape yg aku takut. aku takut life kt sne kot. da la aku amek asasi. asasi pon lbeyh kurng cm matriks, x boleh nk maen2. aku takot laaa.. seyes!

then aku takot aku salah pilih kos. kn mcm aku pnh gtaw dlu yg aku dpt uitm n uniten, aku tkot aku tersalah pilih antre due neh. adoyy. rungsing la pale otak aku. tolong la aku weyh!!

dyana, u need to calm down. think positive. cheer up dear, get life. (:

never say never

waaaa! aku suke sgt tgok JB dlm video clip die yg ni. die sgt la cute!! waaaa. suare die da makin tdak keperempuanan da. myb die da reach puberty kot. haha.


jaden smith pon teramat la adorable dlm clip ni. die kecik, dan COMEL! adesss, melihatkan MV ni, membuatkan aku lg la x sbr2 nk tgok KARATE KID. cpt la kua!! heeee

u're pathetic, dyana!

aku tension. tu jek boleh describe dri aku skng neh. aku ase ape yg aku buat sume x kne. apehal ntah.

mlm td aku kol die. aku xthan. aku tension sgt n i really need someone to be with me. at first aku xnk contact die sbb die ckp ngan aku yg mlm ahad die bz, so aku tanak la kacaw die. but at last, i cant take it anymore, n i called him.

aku kol die, tp aku tau die ngah bz. time die angkat, aku rse nk letak. aku tanak kaco die kalo boleh, tp aku x tau nk carik spe lg. aku ase die jek yg dpt tenangkan aku n bg aku semangat. die tau aku ade mslh, he knows through my voice. aku xnk kacaw die. aku nk letak, aku suruh die pg wt keje die, tp die x bg aku letak. die suruh aku gtaw aku ape mslh aku.

byk kali jugak aku suruh die pg wt keje die balik, die kte die boleh wt keje die smbil ckp ngan aku. haishh, he treats me too nice. die x perlu lyn aku baek sgt sbb makin die lyn aku mcm tuh, mkin aku fell in love with him. tanak.

aku gtaw die yg aku nga tension. die tny aku npe aku tension. ntah, aku pon xtaw npe aku tension sgt. aku gtaw die yg aku tension dpd pg smlm. byk kali die tny aku npe aku tension. at last, aku nanges. ni first time aku nanges kt die.

mule2 die takut jugak sbb aku xpnh nanges dpn die, at last die suruh aku nanges puas2. lps aku abes nanges, die suruh aku cte sume kt die. die xbg aku hide anything from him. die kte slame ni die sedar aku ade mslh, tp aku xnk cte. die kte die tau aku x segembire ape yg aku tnjukkan. knp? knp die tau ape yg berbuku kt ati aku. knp die nmpk diri sbnr aku sdgkan aku cube m'jdk pelakon terbaek dpn sume org.?

stop la, dyana. ko ni bg baja plak kt pkok yg bru nk tumbuh ni. adoyy, aku xnk! die pon lyn aku baek sgt. npe care sgt bout aku? nt aku terlalu slesa ngan lyanan die. aku xnk.!

die bg aku mcm2 kate smgt. die terlalu amek berat tntg aku. die ckp ngan aku, die sntiase ade ntok aku. haishhhh, y??? jgn baek sgt ngan aku la!!

i heart u. <3